Six days left of the MTC, and I'll be flying to Paris. Who knows what will happen, and what I'll be doing. All I know for sure is I'll be serving the Lord, doing my best. I wonder what it will be like talking to people about the gospel. I'm a bit nervous, but I feel like the Lord will make it all work out; once we trust in him and go to work, there's not much else we have to do, except smile and make the best of it.
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Me, Elder Diederich, Elder Smith (tommy smith), he's going to montreal, and his residence is two over from mine.
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I feel blessed because of my experience here at the MTC. A lot of my thoughts have been on my purpose and calling here at the MTC. Our district has some amazing elders: After talking to the elders in my district multiple nights here and getting to know their individual circumstances, we come from a lot of backgrounds. Some elders never planned on a mission, while others saw no other path. All in all, I'm glad each one of us showed up here on July 9th. We've all overcome a lot of different things, and through God's power, we all got here to the MTC. The big adventure has yet to come, though.
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Here is me taking a selfie, wearing the elephant tie in my closet.
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I've been thinking about my years before the MTC, and the things I went through to prepare. Concerning gospel matters, I feel like I've had a lot of consistency. Doing things like trying hard to read my scriptures or study when I didn't want to, have helped me bear the long hours of classes, for just one example. I think there will be those hard days when I get to France as well, when I feel tired and don't want to work, but really, why would I stop working when I'm there to do just that? I like the quote that David O. McKay found that said, "What-ere thou art, act well thy part." So I think, what other reason would I be on a mission than to spread happiness to people and work hard? I feel like as I keep this mindset I'll have a good mission.
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The one and only...map picture! The two french elders are pointing to Tahiti, because that's where they're headed!
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Besides all the motivational upbeat talk, a mission really is hard, but it's do-able. Sometimes I get down on myself because I feel annoyed with people, or I didn't follow the spirit in the best way I could have. After that, I sometimes am disappointed with myself, because I feel like I know what is right, and how could I ever, when I've been so blessed to know the truth, be too scared to do what I think is right? Agh. Well that's my struggle right now. Every day, I pray to know with a stronger conviction that this church is true. I also pray to know how to follow the Holy Spirit better, when I feel like I'm promped to do something difficult. I pray for the ability to love those with whom I interact. I know that many people are praying for my benefit, and that's one thing I have felt SO much since being a missionary, the prayers of others. I have felt so good here at the MTC. The worries I listed previously are really just few of the small challenges I have. In the long run, I know the Lord is going to bless me SO much.
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Here is a cool cloud formation I saw on the Sunday walk!
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I love you all, and I hope you have a great week. I'm so ready for the flight, France, and the opportunity to finally be out it the field, doing missionary work!